woke up to the news of mumbai under terror attack.
young guys, probably younger than me, but who cares.
people will have a million stories.
some of them:
I saw zee was giving out live news so i switched to it.
jinki girlfriends hoti hain woh office nahi jaate na.
this just shows how serious lapse in security there is.
how can 16 people come in a boat.
i don't know why i cried today...but i did.
what i felt i don't know, i don't want to write, but the only thing is until it happens to you it is not happening. the day it happens to you it is the most important event of the world.
one man's wish to break free.
but even these terrorists are not free.
the taj and the trident, i had a cuppa coffee there once...why did i cry.
why am i still crying.
its the terror that matters, number of lifes is not important, number of hits is not important, place of hit is not important, date of hit is not important, nothing else is important.
only terror matters.
people are on phone to know if L&T house is working?
i hate this place, i hate these people, i hate myself for not able to break free.
this is the struggle of one man's wish to break free. and everyone else's to stop him.
how then the whole universe is conspiring against him to help him achieve his wish.
god.
my faith.
i don't feel right. i am having a hunch. this is bad. this is real bad.
i want silence.
complete silence.
i want to break free.
i live or i die, it will matter to only a few people.
my head is about to explode, i can't hold back the tears and the grief. but i don't know for whom or for what am i crying. yesterday i tried to convince myself that i wanted to go to ladakh to save the glaciers.
what difference does it make if i go to isb or nsg.
what difference it makes if it is mumbai or manhattan.
what difference does it make if it is me or him.
what difference does it make.
life will never be the same for me.
obviously it will affect me only for a few more days, but then i was not really affected at all.
i will cry today...for every single person who laid down his life. for every single person who performed his duty at the time of need.
i will cry today.
i will cry today.
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